sad and happy!

there are times i cried bcoz of the late reply. i know it was stupid but sad to say it really hurt. i know it was stupid again but im trying to express it by crying because it is really heavy inside. when answering his call i dont know how i feel. yeah! it was awkward after all the stupid confession i made; i feel ashamed and happy. not knowing that his angry to me. i felt sorry to myself and to him. but after all the bad things happen to me. god help us to overcome that problem all  throughout. im happy because were open to each other but im a little bit sad because my brothers and him have a misunderstanding. i dont know how to handle these. but LORD i know you love me please help me. LOVE YOU! :)) 

yeah!: happy! :)

yeah!: happy! :): "hmmm. anyway i dont know what am i going to post here because it is my first time to have these kind of account! hahaha! i want to share som..."

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feeling dumb! i know its difficult but Im trying to change. and now that ive change we'll always fighting. wat am i supposed to do? i dont know what to do now. can anybody help me through this damn situaton?