and it feels like shit.

when he said to me they have dinner date with that girl. i feel pain inside but a few minutes after fade away. i dont know if what am i gonna say to him. but i said its better that he and that girl have a relationship for that his parents will be happy. a friend of mine said MOVE ON and HAVE FUN. this is my first time that i feel so dumb but sad to say i dont know what am i gonna do. everybody said to me. WE TOLD YOU FROM THE MOMENT THAT TWO OF YOU HAD FEELING WITH EACH OTHER DON'T PURSUE THAT FEELING COZ WE KNOW IN THE END YOU'LL CRY! but i follow my stupid heart. and here it goes. FUCKING PAIN AND PAIN! and ohhh it is twice! and all i can say FUCK! ANOTHER MISTAKE AGAIN! :(