WASTED. and it hurts. :(

I never knew that this is gonna be the ending of my love story. yess i know he's scared. and i didn't expect this shit happen to me. i love him honestly. but sad to say he love me but i think it is not to the extent that he will do for the sake of our love. waaaaa! ang sakit talaga. wala akong masabi. bakit ba kasi nangyari sakin to. :( walan naman ako ginagawa. hayy! lord help me to handle the situation. please! i dont want to fail. :| i know LORD GOD you gave me this kind of situation because you know i can surpass this. hopefully hindi ako maubusan ng pagasa. :(